The feeling of emptiness that you feel when you’re surrounded by people you’ve known for years, yet never had a meaningful connection with.
I feel like I’m on a sinking ship and I don’t know where to find the life boat.
Just one of those mornings where I felt completely unable to do anything about the situation I was in. That’s what frustrates the most about being boxed in with no where to go.
Some days I feel like I lost a part of myself that defined who I was in yesteryears.
I feel obsolete and that I’m being left behind.
Sometimes it feels nice to drive at night without a particular sense of purpose or urgency. Then you see something and feel tempted to pull over. But in the end, I always wind up going home.
Feeling like I need to go
Walking around downtown LA late last night made me realize that there’s just so much to the world that I haven’t seen or experienced. It’s weird that I came to that realization again by going to a place I’ve been to numerous times. It just made me wonder what it’d like if I lived alone in the heart of a city. Would I still be reclusive introvert that stays in? Or would I feel the need to wander out and encounter new people and different situations?